This is what I want to be. No matter what anybody tells me... I am Invincible and I am Incerdible. I have a smile, and I have a frown I am Imperfect, and much as I am Perfect. I am Loved as much as I am Rejected. I am as Hopeful as much as I doubt. I am as Neglected as I am thought of. I am as Hated as I am adored. I am me as I am someone else. I am as broken as I am whole. I am as miserable as I am happy. I am As colorful as I am black and white. ~FiLaH~
Filah is my name...People will call me Filah,Fyl or Nara
I'm definitely not perfect,But I'm me...
25th April-The date I was born
Work as a Laboratory Ass.
I love my mama,dad and my love so much...
My life is complete because of them:)
I'm definitely not perfect,But I'm me...
25th April-The date I was born
Work as a Laboratory Ass.
I love my mama,dad and my love so much...
My life is complete because of them:)
Isnin, 27 April 2009
aFteR 25 ApriL>26 ApRiL 2009
My New NieCe-was borN on SuNdaY, 26th ApriL 2009 at 2:45Pm
Cute..She is my 5th bro's daughter
So now i have 14 nephews and 6 nieces!overall is 20:)
I love them so much..Mwah!
25 ApRiL..
Ahad, 26 April 2009
19 RaMadHaN 1409 & 25 ApRiL 1989
Hello...Here i want to thank to everyone who took the time to greet or to drop my birthday wish on 25 April(Saturday)hehe,it was great guyz..really appreciate it..Thanks again..
On 25 April,nara ada banyak menerima ucapan dari sms,masa chatting and ada jua dari radio and ada jua orang called nara on that time...uhh terima kasih atas segala2nya,nara hargai segala doa yg kamu berikan..and now lets check it out ucapan2 dari orang yg nda pernah melupakan birthday nara k
-Selamat hari jadi yg ke-20 tahun,Alhamdullilah,20 tahun udah anak mama bongsu bini2 ane.Semoga apa yg ingin dicapai akn berjaya,amin..semoga dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki,mudahan Allah akn merahmati hidupmu sebagai anak mama(frm mama)
-Selamat hari jadi,doa papa semoga hafilah(nara)akan sentiasa berjaya di dunia dan di akhirat,semoga apa yg diimpikan akan berjaya kelak,amin..walaupun umur semakin meningkat,ulah atu tetap jua mesti dijaga,jgn mudah terpengaruh(frm papa)
-Wish u luck in apa saja bidang yg u hajati to become a teacher,belajar di luar negeri,semoga sampai apa saja yg u hajati,sihat-sihat selalu & success..apa2 sjalah & 1 thng ja i want u 2 noe dat i xtmly mis u,mis u badly..(frm mr.1203-FreN)
-Happy b'day 2 my sweet n cutie sister 4 da 20th bday..20 dh ne jgn manja g..murah rezeki dpnjangkn umur,sukses selalu and mudahan sentiasa gembira dgn org yg dicintai,amin..bday ane lanja dmna?hehe love u my sis(frm sis nita&family-My 4th sis)
-Happy Birthday to my lovely adik..May Allah bless u all da tym..May ur dream come true..enjoy ur day ya..Muah!(frm nyra>bestfren)
-Hye sis,Happy 20th Bday to u..Moga dipnjgkn umur dan sihat selalu..be happy wit ur beloved ones and gudluck in everythng u do,chow sis(frm Adiq angkat>Eboy)
-oi sis oi..20 tahun udh ni,baiktah kahwin hahaha..hoho sorry nanti sja bgi hadiah,selamat hari jadi sis,do 4 u sis,semoga dpnjgkn umur dan dmurahkn rezeki and terus success selalu,amin..Rock sis!(frm my young bro.lihin-7th)
-Selamat Hari jadi alai filah..Semoga dpnjgkn unur dan dimurahkan rezeki,teruskan mnjadi anak dan adik yg baik k,amin..dari kami sekeluarga(frm sis lina&family-My 3rd sis)
-Askum fylah..happy birthday:)makin tua ni..ehe,bh bla lanja?May Allah bless u with joy,prosperity&happiness!tcre(frm Atul x-5D)
-Happy birthday sweety!bsr uh ni..Mwahhz!I love u Norhafilah,and sorry i cant meet u today..hppy long lyf&sihat selalu k,sorry lambt msg,anywy lanja kami dimsum nnti hehe k vye(frm LolY>bestfren)
-Happy Birthday,Bittaufiq wannajah,fil amali,barakallahu fiki!InsyaAllah..(frm Amali>niece)
-Happy bday..May Allah bless u always with lots n lots of love n prosperity..Muahs!bh jgn lupa lanja kami k hehe(frm QyL&Myz x-5D)
-Askum hai fylah...Happy belated bday..yg ke-20 kan?hehe May Allah bless u..Have a long lyf dgn keimanan dan ketakwaan trhdp Allah..happy olways..May all ur dream cme true...amin..(frm Qam>bestfren)
-Happy bday to fylah...Semoga dpnjgkn umur dan dmurahkn rezeki and olways b happy wit ur beloved one..(frm Faten>bestfren)
-Happy belated bday!(frm cg.Linz>svnr)
-Happy birthday to u(frm sis Nani>T.A svnr)
-Happy birthday to u-i received some beautiful pic.frm my email-greet pic.thanx to my senior sis noor>SLT svnr
-Happy bday 2 u(frm sis Sidah>T.A svnr)
-Sis Hapy bdy to u,u're rock sis!Enjoy ur day n love u sis(frm adik angkat-Akhramin)
-mimit..Selamat hari jadi mimit..we lov u mimit!(frm ain,dura&izah-nieces)
-Happy Birthday to u Nara,chayoo!(frm azam)
-Happy Birthday to u hafilah or nara,yg ke brapa?semoga dpnjgkn umur dan dmurahkn rezeki and sihat selalu..amin..mudah2an apa sja yg u hajati akn tercapai k,i knw u ane kuat dh urgnya,tp i hpe jgn trlampau u pndamkn msalah u atu,share with us k,love u hafilah..u'r my dearest fren 4reva!(frm HaniF)
-Happy bday lenk!yg ke?1+1=2 0+0=0 ahah May God bless u,gves u more health and wish ol ur dream cme true..U're extraordinary person,appreciate u lenk!respect u and cherish u!Happy Bday(frm Blue)
-Happy Birthday to u,May Allah bless u,May ur all bday wishes cme true,amin..im glad 2 b ur fren,nara..i wish for u da fulfillment of ol ur fondest dreams k love u nara(frm Arfa-Bestfren)
-Selamat Hari Jadi Hafilah,semoga dpnjgkn umur dan dmurahkn rezeki,amin..
dan mudahan sentiasa berjaya jua(frm Bro Asli&family-My 1st Bro)
-Happy birthday to u filah,tua udh ni adngtah mnja2 arh mama k hehe,bla lnja?(frm Bro Alan&family-My 5th bro)
-Selamat Hari Jadi utk filah yg trsyg(frm sis Jaliah-my 2nd sis)
-Happy bday to u,Filah..,Happy 20th bday
I still rmmbr ur day..i knw 2 win ur lov again s impssble,f i could turn da tym,i would try 2 chnge da thngs dat killed our lov.But i knw i couldnt do anythng again..Filah im wishing u another year of laughter,love and happiness..Happy Bday 2 u..miz u olwayz..wateva u do,promise me never gve up in urself okay(frm A.M.K.Z-My X>tq so much)
On 25 April,nara ada banyak menerima ucapan dari sms,masa chatting and ada jua dari radio and ada jua orang called nara on that time...uhh terima kasih atas segala2nya,nara hargai segala doa yg kamu berikan..and now lets check it out ucapan2 dari orang yg nda pernah melupakan birthday nara k
-Selamat hari jadi yg ke-20 tahun,Alhamdullilah,20 tahun udah anak mama bongsu bini2 ane.Semoga apa yg ingin dicapai akn berjaya,amin..semoga dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki,mudahan Allah akn merahmati hidupmu sebagai anak mama(frm mama)
-Selamat hari jadi,doa papa semoga hafilah(nara)akan sentiasa berjaya di dunia dan di akhirat,semoga apa yg diimpikan akan berjaya kelak,amin..walaupun umur semakin meningkat,ulah atu tetap jua mesti dijaga,jgn mudah terpengaruh(frm papa)
-Wish u luck in apa saja bidang yg u hajati to become a teacher,belajar di luar negeri,semoga sampai apa saja yg u hajati,sihat-sihat selalu & success..apa2 sjalah & 1 thng ja i want u 2 noe dat i xtmly mis u,mis u badly..(frm mr.1203-FreN)
-Happy b'day 2 my sweet n cutie sister 4 da 20th bday..20 dh ne jgn manja g..murah rezeki dpnjangkn umur,sukses selalu and mudahan sentiasa gembira dgn org yg dicintai,amin..bday ane lanja dmna?hehe love u my sis(frm sis nita&family-My 4th sis)
-Happy Birthday to my lovely adik..May Allah bless u all da tym..May ur dream come true..enjoy ur day ya..Muah!(frm nyra>bestfren)
-Hye sis,Happy 20th Bday to u..Moga dipnjgkn umur dan sihat selalu..be happy wit ur beloved ones and gudluck in everythng u do,chow sis(frm Adiq angkat>Eboy)
-oi sis oi..20 tahun udh ni,baiktah kahwin hahaha..hoho sorry nanti sja bgi hadiah,selamat hari jadi sis,do 4 u sis,semoga dpnjgkn umur dan dmurahkn rezeki and terus success selalu,amin..Rock sis!(frm my young bro.lihin-7th)
-Selamat Hari jadi alai filah..Semoga dpnjgkn unur dan dimurahkan rezeki,teruskan mnjadi anak dan adik yg baik k,amin..dari kami sekeluarga(frm sis lina&family-My 3rd sis)
-Askum fylah..happy birthday:)makin tua ni..ehe,bh bla lanja?May Allah bless u with joy,prosperity&happiness!tcre(frm Atul x-5D)
-Happy birthday sweety!bsr uh ni..Mwahhz!I love u Norhafilah,and sorry i cant meet u today..hppy long lyf&sihat selalu k,sorry lambt msg,anywy lanja kami dimsum nnti hehe k vye(frm LolY>bestfren)
-Happy Birthday,Bittaufiq wannajah,fil amali,barakallahu fiki!InsyaAllah..(frm Amali>niece)
-Happy bday..May Allah bless u always with lots n lots of love n prosperity..Muahs!bh jgn lupa lanja kami k hehe(frm QyL&Myz x-5D)
-Askum hai fylah...Happy belated bday..yg ke-20 kan?hehe May Allah bless u..Have a long lyf dgn keimanan dan ketakwaan trhdp Allah..happy olways..May all ur dream cme true...amin..(frm Qam>bestfren)
-Happy bday to fylah...Semoga dpnjgkn umur dan dmurahkn rezeki and olways b happy wit ur beloved one..(frm Faten>bestfren)
-Happy belated bday!(frm cg.Linz>svnr)
-Happy birthday to u(frm sis Nani>T.A svnr)
-Happy birthday to u-i received some beautiful pic.frm my email-greet pic.thanx to my senior sis noor>SLT svnr
-Happy bday 2 u(frm sis Sidah>T.A svnr)
-Sis Hapy bdy to u,u're rock sis!Enjoy ur day n love u sis(frm adik angkat-Akhramin)
-mimit..Selamat hari jadi mimit..we lov u mimit!(frm ain,dura&izah-nieces)
-Happy Birthday to u Nara,chayoo!(frm azam)
-Happy Birthday to u hafilah or nara,yg ke brapa?semoga dpnjgkn umur dan dmurahkn rezeki and sihat selalu..amin..mudah2an apa sja yg u hajati akn tercapai k,i knw u ane kuat dh urgnya,tp i hpe jgn trlampau u pndamkn msalah u atu,share with us k,love u hafilah..u'r my dearest fren 4reva!(frm HaniF)
-Happy bday lenk!yg ke?1+1=2 0+0=0 ahah May God bless u,gves u more health and wish ol ur dream cme true..U're extraordinary person,appreciate u lenk!respect u and cherish u!Happy Bday(frm Blue)
-Happy Birthday to u,May Allah bless u,May ur all bday wishes cme true,amin..im glad 2 b ur fren,nara..i wish for u da fulfillment of ol ur fondest dreams k love u nara(frm Arfa-Bestfren)
-Selamat Hari Jadi Hafilah,semoga dpnjgkn umur dan dmurahkn rezeki,amin..
dan mudahan sentiasa berjaya jua(frm Bro Asli&family-My 1st Bro)
-Happy birthday to u filah,tua udh ni adngtah mnja2 arh mama k hehe,bla lnja?(frm Bro Alan&family-My 5th bro)
-Selamat Hari Jadi utk filah yg trsyg(frm sis Jaliah-my 2nd sis)
-Happy bday to u,Filah..,Happy 20th bday
I still rmmbr ur day..i knw 2 win ur lov again s impssble,f i could turn da tym,i would try 2 chnge da thngs dat killed our lov.But i knw i couldnt do anythng again..Filah im wishing u another year of laughter,love and happiness..Happy Bday 2 u..miz u olwayz..wateva u do,promise me never gve up in urself okay(frm A.M.K.Z-My X>tq so much)
Khamis, 23 April 2009
BeFore mY birtHdaY oN 25th apRiL..
Wow..nda lagi lama lah..what is my feeling right now?Em Happy+Sad+enjoy+very happy+happy+happy hehe apakan nara ane..Yg penting im very happy!I was born on 19 Ramadhan 1409 & 25 April 1989..
What is My wish?ehe secretlah..
Nara ndakan pernah melupakan semua perkara yg telah berlaku sepanjang nara dlm usia 19 tahun..banyak perkara atau pengalaman udah nara alami,hard for me to forget about it,But i will start my new life again with my new age-20th lah yo!getting older?yup!maybe..:p When im 19 years old i got job which is under Government as a laboratory asst.under DTE,nara dpt lesen kereta,nara dapat 2 A level,nara mempunyai ramai kawan,adik angkat and my love..etc..
Banyak lagi til i can't describe it in words..I already got everything tetapi actually masih ada lagi sesuatu belum tercapai..I want to achieve it before 25 years old..i hope i will get it amin..
Nara bersyukur sal parents nara sentiasa ada disisi nara utk menyokong nara,really appreciate it..i will cherish every moment that you all had given to me...
STUDY?Yup,now i still study..bekerja sambil belajar..Tired?ngalih atu pasti ada..tapi bagi nara atu adalah dugaan hidup..brsusah2 dlu,bersenang2 kemudian..never regrets
PEKERJAAN?Alhamdullilah..semuanya ok saja,yg penting buat kaja on time,jgn lalai,be a good worker,jgn melawan,terima teguran and yg penting berdoa kpd Tuhan setiap kali kan mula membuat kaja..and yakin terhadap diri sendiri..
Most of all,masih banyak lagi yg nara harus hadapi dlm kehidupan ane,perjuangan nara utk menuju arh future belum berhenti sampai di sini saja..mudah-mudahan nara akn kuat menghadapi segala dugaan hidup yg bakal akn berlaku..
OMG..getting old lah tomorrow..uhh..i love it!
What is My wish?ehe secretlah..
Nara ndakan pernah melupakan semua perkara yg telah berlaku sepanjang nara dlm usia 19 tahun..banyak perkara atau pengalaman udah nara alami,hard for me to forget about it,But i will start my new life again with my new age-20th lah yo!getting older?yup!maybe..:p When im 19 years old i got job which is under Government as a laboratory asst.under DTE,nara dpt lesen kereta,nara dapat 2 A level,nara mempunyai ramai kawan,adik angkat and my love..etc..
Banyak lagi til i can't describe it in words..I already got everything tetapi actually masih ada lagi sesuatu belum tercapai..I want to achieve it before 25 years old..i hope i will get it amin..
Nara bersyukur sal parents nara sentiasa ada disisi nara utk menyokong nara,really appreciate it..i will cherish every moment that you all had given to me...
STUDY?Yup,now i still study..bekerja sambil belajar..Tired?ngalih atu pasti ada..tapi bagi nara atu adalah dugaan hidup..brsusah2 dlu,bersenang2 kemudian..never regrets
PEKERJAAN?Alhamdullilah..semuanya ok saja,yg penting buat kaja on time,jgn lalai,be a good worker,jgn melawan,terima teguran and yg penting berdoa kpd Tuhan setiap kali kan mula membuat kaja..and yakin terhadap diri sendiri..
Most of all,masih banyak lagi yg nara harus hadapi dlm kehidupan ane,perjuangan nara utk menuju arh future belum berhenti sampai di sini saja..mudah-mudahan nara akn kuat menghadapi segala dugaan hidup yg bakal akn berlaku..
OMG..getting old lah tomorrow..uhh..i love it!
Sabtu, 18 April 2009
19 APRIL.........
Happy Birthday to the best dad i know
Cikgu Tuah Bin Hj Matseruddin or Tuah HMS
Selamat Hari Jadi yg ke-66 Tahun
There is no man whom i respect more,or of whom i am more proud
Selama ane papa banyak berusaha udh utk membahagiakan mama dan kami semua
Papa u're good teacher and a good dad for us
You've been there to help and give advice,
Today we celebrate your life,66th
Selamat hari jadi papa,semoga dipanjangkan umur,dimurahkan rezeki,semoga sentiasa sihat selalu dan jgn jara menasihati nara k
Im so happy you're my dad,papa terima kasih atas segala2nya
I love you so much...........
Happy birthday papa
From your admiring daughter
P/s;utk mama dan papa
i could live without a couple but i could not live without both of you
kasih syg nara terhadap mama dan papa ndakan terucap dgn kata2
kerana terlalu banyak dan hanya mama dan papa saja nyawa nara
Lots of love from me,Nara
Cikgu Tuah Bin Hj Matseruddin or Tuah HMS
Selamat Hari Jadi yg ke-66 Tahun
There is no man whom i respect more,or of whom i am more proud
Selama ane papa banyak berusaha udh utk membahagiakan mama dan kami semua
Papa u're good teacher and a good dad for us
You've been there to help and give advice,
Today we celebrate your life,66th
Selamat hari jadi papa,semoga dipanjangkan umur,dimurahkan rezeki,semoga sentiasa sihat selalu dan jgn jara menasihati nara k
Im so happy you're my dad,papa terima kasih atas segala2nya
I love you so much...........
Happy birthday papa
From your admiring daughter
P/s;utk mama dan papa
i could live without a couple but i could not live without both of you
kasih syg nara terhadap mama dan papa ndakan terucap dgn kata2
kerana terlalu banyak dan hanya mama dan papa saja nyawa nara
Lots of love from me,Nara
Jumaat, 17 April 2009
....There Is Sadness In My Heart....PoEm
Actually i want to forget
But it hards for me
I want to forget the pain i was in and that im
My mind ask me questions,my heart has no answer
My heart misses you
I didn't want to admit it,it was easier to lie
To hide the hurt and emptiness
To smile instead of cry
It hards me to say what im about to say
I want to set you free
And i know it takes time
For me to accept the fact that you're not mine
As i know your heart's not with me
Loving you
Is my happiness..
Although my voice you have not heard
You've listened carefully to my thoughts
My feelings and my words..
Thanks for being you,Garfield
But it hards for me
I want to forget the pain i was in and that im
My mind ask me questions,my heart has no answer
My heart misses you
I didn't want to admit it,it was easier to lie
To hide the hurt and emptiness
To smile instead of cry
It hards me to say what im about to say
I want to set you free
And i know it takes time
For me to accept the fact that you're not mine
As i know your heart's not with me
Loving you
Is my happiness..
Although my voice you have not heard
You've listened carefully to my thoughts
My feelings and my words..
Thanks for being you,Garfield
Khamis, 16 April 2009
Ahad, 12 April 2009
What's The Secret Of Happiness?
'How is that you are always so happy,you have so much energy,and you never seem to be down?'
The secret is i have learned there is little i can do in my life that will make me truly happy.I must depend on Allah to make me happy and meet my needs.When a need arises in my life,I have to trust Allah to supply according to His rishes.I have learned most of the time i dont need half of what i think i do.He has never let me down.Since i learned that secret,i am happy...
The secret is i have learned there is little i can do in my life that will make me truly happy.I must depend on Allah to make me happy and meet my needs.When a need arises in my life,I have to trust Allah to supply according to His rishes.I have learned most of the time i dont need half of what i think i do.He has never let me down.Since i learned that secret,i am happy...
ApRiLLLL-HaPPy BiRthDaY!!!
Rabu, 8 April 2009
*09 APRIL*I LOVE YOU MAMA..
Pada 09 April 1953 lahir seorang wanita yg kini bergelar seorang ibu kepada 7 orang anak..Wanita ini adalah seorang ibu yg ku cintai selalu..This special date always reminds me about a lovely,a loveable,a nice and a very special women in my life..
Mama,i love you soooo muchhh..Nara doakan agar hari jadi mama yg ke56 tahun ane akan dirahmati Allah..Mudah2an dipanjangkan umur,dimurahkan rezeki dan sentiasa sihat selalu,amin amin amin ya rabbal al-amin...Mama you are my teacher,my good adviser and a greatest inspiration for me..Mama,i celebrate your life,your birthday means so much to me..I honour you,Mama..
You're always there for me and whenever i need you,to cheer me up,make me smile..
Mama terima kasih kerana mendidik dam membimbing nara utk menjadi seorang anak yg baik,solehah dan nda mudah terpengaruh dgn cakap org lain,terima kasih kerana mama sabar dgn telatah nara yg suka merajuk dari sejak kecil sampai sekarang eheh,terima kasih jua kerana selalu memberi kejutan arh nara and membelikan barang perhiasan utk nara,mama adalah penghibur nara yg satu,no secret between us kan mama?Mama adalah tempat nara berkongsi segala cerita suka dan duka,masalah pelajaran,pekerjaan,kewangan,kawan and ofcurse cinta..mama jua sentiasa dgnkan nara jln kemana2,pendapat kami tentang sesuatu selalu serasi and sama,mama adalah pendorong and penyokong nara..yg penting mama terima kasih kerana membesarkan nara utk menjadi anak yg berguna..
Mama i know what you've given to me i can never repay..
InsyaAllah mama,nara akn memberikn sesuatu yg sgt istimewa utk mama dan papa
I love you mama
I cant describe it in words but i do love you..
HAPPY BITHDAY TO YOU MAMA(DYG NORMAH BT HJ TANGAH)
Sorry ppl nara nda mempost pic.mama coz nara ndada keizinan drpd mama
So i respect my mama,nara minta maaf banyak2 k
Enjoy your day ppl!
Mama,i love you soooo muchhh..Nara doakan agar hari jadi mama yg ke56 tahun ane akan dirahmati Allah..Mudah2an dipanjangkan umur,dimurahkan rezeki dan sentiasa sihat selalu,amin amin amin ya rabbal al-amin...Mama you are my teacher,my good adviser and a greatest inspiration for me..Mama,i celebrate your life,your birthday means so much to me..I honour you,Mama..
You're always there for me and whenever i need you,to cheer me up,make me smile..
Mama terima kasih kerana mendidik dam membimbing nara utk menjadi seorang anak yg baik,solehah dan nda mudah terpengaruh dgn cakap org lain,terima kasih kerana mama sabar dgn telatah nara yg suka merajuk dari sejak kecil sampai sekarang eheh,terima kasih jua kerana selalu memberi kejutan arh nara and membelikan barang perhiasan utk nara,mama adalah penghibur nara yg satu,no secret between us kan mama?Mama adalah tempat nara berkongsi segala cerita suka dan duka,masalah pelajaran,pekerjaan,kewangan,kawan and ofcurse cinta..mama jua sentiasa dgnkan nara jln kemana2,pendapat kami tentang sesuatu selalu serasi and sama,mama adalah pendorong and penyokong nara..yg penting mama terima kasih kerana membesarkan nara utk menjadi anak yg berguna..
Mama i know what you've given to me i can never repay..
InsyaAllah mama,nara akn memberikn sesuatu yg sgt istimewa utk mama dan papa
I love you mama
I cant describe it in words but i do love you..
HAPPY BITHDAY TO YOU MAMA(DYG NORMAH BT HJ TANGAH)
Sorry ppl nara nda mempost pic.mama coz nara ndada keizinan drpd mama
So i respect my mama,nara minta maaf banyak2 k
Enjoy your day ppl!
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