I'm tired....

I’m tired of being misunderstood...


I’m tired of being ill,

no energy, can’t think,

losing my skills.



I’m tired of so-called friends,



I’m tired of trying to make things right,

i give up – I surrender,

no will to fight.



I’m tired of seeing others in pain,

raises frustration,

drives me insane.



I’m tired of not being able to cry,

i’d melt away,

nothing left inside.



I’m tired of being “strong,”

i’m weak, i’m fragile,

its gone on way to long.



I don’t know what else to say,

i’m hoping, i’m dreaming,

i’m begging, i’m pleading,

please, take this feeling away.



Right now… I’m just tired…

SPECiAL=)25th April=)

Brian..Thnk u soo muchh...love u kawan=)=)

My 21st Birthday>>25th April=)

Thnk u alai fatin 4 da prsent...love itttttttt sooooo muchhh love u!





Thnk u sooo muchhh Brian=)At Lee Taj,Kiulap on 25th April at 4pm=)afta dri sna we chilled dkiulap mall n mall gdong=)=)
Bithday gal jua..my lovely niece,Puteri Bazla..actlly her bday is on 26thApril tpi advnce party since 26th is on Mon so her parents mau sambut awal msa on Sun,25thApril=)
@EMPIRE







Advnce lagi(Fri,23rd April)...mereka inilah yg snggup mendulur urg bday ane frm 11.30Am til 9:30pm jln2 arh Mall gdng,Kiulap Mall,kdai soto,Empire Hotel n gerai mkn at Bandar~ehehe thnk u soooo muchhhhh..

Happy 21st Bday to meee=)
Special trt frm sm1 at Pizza Hut,Muara=)...anelah yg paling advnce ni msa on 22nd April at 5:30pm
to my bestie thnk u soooooooo muchhhhhhh love u!

25th APRIL=)=)

On Sunday,25th April..I have received many kind wishes for my birthday=)and I want to thank all those who have sent messages or emails or sent the wall post through my fb=)they are really appreciated ppl~I have always loved birthdays=)and the fact you get thoroughly spoilt for a day makes them all the more enjoyable=)once again thank u for all the birthday wishes,they are really nice guyz=)I had a wonderful birthday.My 21st birthday means a lot for me=)
Juz wanna to share dgn kamu semua sms2 dan kata2 yg filah terima selain dri dlm Fb and thrgh n9=)

1)Frm Mama tercinta-Semoga anak mama dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki dan sentiasa berjaya dlm apa jua bidang yg diceburi dan semoga akan menjadi anak yg solehah utk kami ddunia dan di akhirat,Amin...
2)Frm papa tercinta-Semoga dyg dipanjangkn umur dan dimurahkan rezeki yg berlimpah luas dan mudah2an apa yg diimpikan akn trcapai jua dan brtemu dgn jodoh yg baik,Amin..
3)Frm my 1st bro-Happy Birthday my dear sister,have a blast>>he gives me a beautfl wallet=)
4)Frm my 2nd sis-Selamat hari jadi filah..tua udh baiktah belajar masak bnyk2 lagi eheh
5)Frm my 3rd sis-hapy 21st bday smoaga dpnjgkan umur sihat tubuh bdn,trcpai apa yg diimpikn dan brjaya ddunia dan diakhirat dri kami skeluarga,Amin
6)Frm my 4th sis-Buat adi yg trsyg kaka ucapkan hppy 21st bday to u,smoga dpnjgkn umur dan dmurahkan rezeki,Amin and nnti lanja
7)Frm my 5th bro-Happy bday filah>>thnks sal mmbubuhkn nama filah dlm doa selamat=)
8)Frm my young.bro-Happy birthday sis!wait for ur present on 2nd May!
9)Frm my lovely niece Alai fatin-Happy Birthday to Amit Nara@Filah..semoga dipanjangkn umur dan dmurahkn rezeki and happy always disamping keluarga yg trsyg..alai and azhar always syg amit..
10)Frm my bluv niece Amali-Happy bday mit!wishin u always b hppy,b the best among the rest.work smarter n dnt frget ur real ambition mit!make it true n forget ol ur history in ur lyf n mke a new colourful image n inspiration in ur lyf!Hppy Bday mit!
11)Frm my bestie Jafriah-Happy sweet 21st bday my dear..May GOD bless u n hppy long lyf darl~cheer up ur day n enjoy it with ur lvey partner.Spcl frm baby aleesya,mummy n daddy=)
12)Frm my bestie Faten-Hppy 21st bday to u my dearest fyla~ehe..hoping dt u wl b hppy owyz wv fmily,frens,life n not 4get wv us(FFNJ GROUP)smoga dmurahkn rezeki,sehat sntiasa,succez n may ol ur wishes cm true..Amin..lastly bt nt least,em tua udh ni ehehe cheers!
13)Frm my bestie Nyra-Hppy 21st bday to my lovely bestie..May Allah bless ur lyf,may ol ur dream cme true..nva gv up keep on tryin n enjoy ur day my dear..hugs love n miss u oweys dear
14)Frm my bestfren Brian-Salam..gd mornin' nara..Happy Bday!Hope u hv a lvely 21st bday tday!and May Allah bless u always..>>u hv mde my day Brian=)
15)Frm my x-clazmte form 5D Atul-Salam fylaaah~Happy bday darling!May Allah bless u wv joy n hppiness owys Amin!hv a blast one.tke cre xoxox
16)Frm my wrkmte SVNR sis Nani-Hppy bday..semoga hppy slalu and sntiasa sihat Amin..
17)Frm my wrkmte SVNR sis fizah and sis Qam-Hppy bday to u..smoga dpnjgkn umur,murah rezeki,sihat sentiasa n bhagia dsamping keluarga dan org yg trsyg Amin!
18)Frm my bestie Hanif-Salam my dear nara or filah,hey bday gal bla lnja??ahaha hppy bday to u my dear smoga dpnjgkn umur dan dmurahkn rezeki dan sntiasa brjya dlm hdup darling!enjoy ur day n smile=)
19)Frm my bestie lina-Hppy bday to u my fren!
20)Frm my db-Hppy bday to u my fee...smoga dpnjgkn umur dan dmurahkn rezeki,sihat selalu n hppy owys=)
and...here i wanna to say thnk u jua arh sm1..HAFIZ~thnk u hafiz 4 da bday wishes..thgh kitani lum brapa knl but hnestly im vry hppy to knw u hafiz...will owys missin u=)=)
so anelah yg filah dpt share and kbnykkn filah mnrima bday wishes dri fb n chat=)ehehe trlalu canggih dh til bday card pun ktinggaln:D
yg pntng Alhamdulillah..Filah msh ada ddunia ane dan brumur 21 thn ane adalh cbaran utk filah jua tuk sntiasa brsedia dlm mnghdpi sgala dugaan atau ujian yg bakal dtg dlm hidup...InsyaAllah=)n once again thnk u ppl!I love u all!!Mmuahxx!

FFNJ GROUP

Cake 4 1 of our bestie FFNJ bday>>>Sis Nyr;)

Dlm keta skjb g kn off ke Bandar Seri Begawan masa tu coz kn menculik sis ku ahaha

ahaha marah lah konon...nyeeh:p:p

(ane pic.fyl msa not in the mood cozz brfkir sal kn survey tpt pyh bnr~but nw evrythnz okay la)

We believe tht everythn is posibble and..nothing is posibble;)

(hott kah kami atu????ahaha=D)

My beluv sis nyr>>

emmm siuk x aa di empire...berangin n aman sal ndada bnyk org dtg;)

(kamu kamu,kamu tau kh yg kez munjung mulut ane ada yg nda suka lyk fyl prnh kna tnya bah ktanya,"npa bni2 msa ni suka munjung2 mulut bla brgmbar??tuk lawa kah?ahaha itewlah yg kna tnya arh fyl...siniz dong caranya brtanya..bgi fyl atu hak org lah kn brgmbr cara mcm mna tpi makin pulg fyl pnyeluru toh ahaha;p joking bah)

(could not blve tht akhrnya smpai jua hajat ke empire ehehe siukkk!enjoy babe)

(Happy Belated Birthday Sis Nyr...sorry aa coz lambat sikit mnsuprisekn ur birthday ehehe..well asalkn tipu daya fyl brjaya..)
sorry f susunan pic.nda brtentu..I hpe u guyzz enjoy k...actlly pic.2 di ats filah ambl msa kmarin,18.4(sun)..chilld wiv my bestie>>FFNJ GROUP,one of my actvty tuk mnghilangkn rsa boring jua eheh
more info abt us juz do visit our blog at http://ffnjdiary.blogspot.com k,TQ
so sampai sni dlu tke cre ppl~
FILAH@NARA

Happy 67th Birthday Papa=)19hb April...

SELAMAT HARI ULANGTAHUN tuk papa yg tersyg, TUAH HMS yg ke-67 tahun...Semoga dipanjangkn umur dan dimurahkn rezeki,sihat selalu dan mudah2an Allah memberi rahmat kepada papa dan mama,Amin...
Papa kasih syg yg papa bgi arh mama and kpd kami 7 org adik-beradik sungguh besar kerana pengorbanan yg papa bgi arh kami nda mngkin kmi dpt byr balik melainkn mmberi kasih syg kmi smula kpd papa...kerjaya papa sbagai seorg guru amat mmbanggakn kami...sifat papa yg adil mmberi kbahagiaan kpd kami semua...We clbrate ur day papa...me,filah akn sntiasa mndoakn yg trbaik tuk papa...I love papa so muchhh...ksih syg filah trhdp papa dan mama ndakn prnh kurg wlupun filah nda pndai mnunjukkn..
papa we glad to hv a father lyk u...doa filah tuk papa adalah semoga Allah sntiasa merahmati papa dan filah hanya mahu melihat papa sntiasa gmbira dan sihat...tanpa papa siapalah kami...I love u papa more than u could knw....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PAPA...=)
Visitorz evnthoug papa nda mmbca blog ane,I juz wn to share wiv u ol...dan kitani sama2 brdoa tuk indung kitani...jgn prnh melupakn diorg sma mcm diorg yg nda prnah mlupakn ktani k,peace!
SELAMAT HARI JADI TUK PAPA AND MAMA(09.04) yg TERSAYANG,MMuahhhzzz;)
FILAH@NARA

PoEmZZZ

For My Bestest Friend
Friendship is something to hold on to
But for me that's not the case
Cause I don't feel I need to keep
Something that can't be erased

I am sure of what I have
Cause with you I have no doubt
For what we've built, can't ever fail
It's what I care about

I find it hard to describe
This thing that we share
Especially when there's nothing else
That ever could compare

For you're the "U", and I'm the "S"
And forever that will be
Cause together we make "US", and so
YOU COMPLETE ME!!
Nara

FrieNdzz

(Brian Idris)
(AdiB oR Db)

FRIENDSHIP IS A PRICELESS GIFT

THAT CANNOT BE BOUGHT OR SOLD

BUT ITS VALUE IS FAR GREATER

THAN THE MOUNTAIN MADE OF GOLD

FOR GOLD IS COLD & LIFELESS

IT CAN NEITHER SEE NOR HEAR

& IN THE TIME OF TROUBLE

IT IS POWER LESS 2 CHEER--

IT HAS NO EARS 2 LISTEN

NOR HEART 2 UNDERSTAND

IT CANNOT BRING U CONFORT

OR REACH OUT A HELPING HAND

SO WHEN U ASK

GOD FOR A GIFT

BE THANKFUL IF HE SENDS

NOT DIAMONDS, PEARLS OR RICHES

BUT THE LOVE OF REAL TRUE FRIENDS

I LoVe~

Hong Kong Disneyland>>Targated Placezz InsyaAllah in Dec gue gegarr^_^



Singapore...=)Siapa mau join????uhuhuh I want to spend my holiday nnty di sini...InsyaAllah=)

Me,Nara~

In this photo>Ain,Nara and Durra=)
Salam...
Hey visitorzzz!!wow!its been a long tym i ddnt post anythng in diz blogg..
I wil try lah utk updte slalu...uhuh kesian blogg..emm shld i slhkn fb??ehehe;p
okay visitorzz bla da free tym i will update lagi kay;)c ya~
NARA