This is what I want to be. No matter what anybody tells me... I am Invincible and I am Incerdible. I have a smile, and I have a frown I am Imperfect, and much as I am Perfect. I am Loved as much as I am Rejected. I am as Hopeful as much as I doubt. I am as Neglected as I am thought of. I am as Hated as I am adored. I am me as I am someone else. I am as broken as I am whole. I am as miserable as I am happy. I am As colorful as I am black and white. ~FiLaH~
Filah is my name...People will call me Filah,Fyl or Nara
I'm definitely not perfect,But I'm me...
25th April-The date I was born
Work as a Laboratory Ass.
I love my mama,dad and my love so much...
My life is complete because of them:)
I'm definitely not perfect,But I'm me...
25th April-The date I was born
Work as a Laboratory Ass.
I love my mama,dad and my love so much...
My life is complete because of them:)
Sabtu, 30 Julai 2011
Permata
ku tahu ada tikanya apa yg dimilikki&
digenggam tak akn selamanya dimilikki..
Kdg akn terlerai tanpa sebab
kdg akn berlalu pergi
semuanya akn terjadi tanpa diundang
manusia itu kdg akn cepat berubah
permata yg hilang
pasti tidak ada gantinya..
Hujan andaiku menangis
jadilah sesuatu yg blh
menyembunyikn air mata dan
bunyi tangis ini
basahilah bumi ini dgn rahmatNYA jua...
Kdg ku lemah
kdg ku kuat
kdg ku ketawa
kdg ku senyum
kdg ku terdiam&kdg ku brjln&teru
berjln...hangatnya,pedihnya,
bahagianya&indahnya hati yg kecil ini tiada
pun yg tahu~~
Ku hanya ingin
menjdi permata yg dihargai walau
hanya utk seketika..
Filah@Nara
Rabu, 20 Julai 2011
Every Beat Of My Heart:)
Dalam beberapa hari ane mood filah nda berapa baik maybe sal I received too much pressure?or emm antahlah yg penting kata my bos walaupun u unhappy tapi buat happy sja and just say*I dnt care*yg penting nda menyusahkan org and jgn bwa2 org dgn our kemarahan...emm its nt good:)pendam sja??lagi nda baik..tapi atulah keburukan filah or tabiat filah...stl alum dpt dbuang~~I love to pendam2 bah coz nda mau org mngasihani filah..emm yea i admit ada sdikit selfish n egonya filah ane...:)
Dlm stress atu filah ada ilham menulis puisi:)love it!Alhamdulillah now im okayy..better than othr days:)so lets see my puisi:)
CINTA
Cinta itu indah…
Cinta itu kadangkala menyakitkan….
Cinta itu menyeimbangkan….
Cinta itu menyempurnakan…
Cinta itu kadangkala tidak terluahkan….
Cinta itu hanya dirasakan di sudut hati…..
Jangan biarkan cinta mengalahkan dirimu…..
Bangkitlah dari mimpi indah itu…..
Jadikan cinta itu semangatmu…..
Jangan lelah mencari cinta sejati….
Kerana cinta bukan untuk dikejar…
Tetapi dipupuk dan dijaga kemurniannya…
MAAF
Suburnya rumpun pohon selasih
Daunnya nanti dipetik kerap
Ku mohon ampun darimu kasih
Sepenuh hati jiwa mengharap
Mengharap indah hidup bahagia
Kisah dahulu dilupa hendak
Ku semai janji pohon setia
Salah berlalu berulang tidak
RINDU ITU
Berbisik pada angin…
Bercerita pada bintang….
Berbicara pada rembulan..
Berlagu pada sang ombak…
Tenang tanpa bicara
Bergerak bersama jiwa
Berpandangan tanpa bersua…
Berbisik tanpa suara..
Bercantumlah jiwa jiwa
Dua menjadi satu
Kerna rindu…
Lama tidak bersama
Lama tidak bersuara
Lama tidak beromantika
Mendera jiwa!
HATI YANG TERKILAN
Mengalir air mata di pipi
Bukan menagih simpati
Cuma sebuah luahan
Hati yang amat terkilan……….
Dibawah terik mentari
Aku sendiri memikirkan diri ini
Mencari hala tuju yang tak pasti
Aku sayu diperlakukan begini….
Apakah ini mimpi….
Dikelilingi mimpi berduri
Apakah hikmah yang tersembunyi
Disebalik kejadian ini??????
KASIH
Kasihku…
Sirna aku dalam cintamu,
Tenggelam aku dalam kasihmu,
Rebah aku dalam sayangmu,
Terlena aku dalam hangatnya bisikmu…..
Kasihku,
Larut aku dalam percikan rindumu,
Lebur aku dalam panahan matamu,
Terbuai aku dalam mimpi-mimpi indahmu,
Terkesima aku dengan untaian indah kata cintamu….
Kasihku..
Kau insan yang kurindui,
Kau jualah yang ku kasihi,
Kau yang ku sayangi,
Engkaulah penakluk hati ini!
Hehe thts all:)Ya Allah kuatkanlah dan tabahkanlah hati hamba dlm mengharungi segala ujian dariMU yg bakal akn dtg lagi...Amin:)
Filah@Nara
Dlm stress atu filah ada ilham menulis puisi:)love it!Alhamdulillah now im okayy..better than othr days:)so lets see my puisi:)
CINTA
Cinta itu indah…
Cinta itu kadangkala menyakitkan….
Cinta itu menyeimbangkan….
Cinta itu menyempurnakan…
Cinta itu kadangkala tidak terluahkan….
Cinta itu hanya dirasakan di sudut hati…..
Jangan biarkan cinta mengalahkan dirimu…..
Bangkitlah dari mimpi indah itu…..
Jadikan cinta itu semangatmu…..
Jangan lelah mencari cinta sejati….
Kerana cinta bukan untuk dikejar…
Tetapi dipupuk dan dijaga kemurniannya…
MAAF
Suburnya rumpun pohon selasih
Daunnya nanti dipetik kerap
Ku mohon ampun darimu kasih
Sepenuh hati jiwa mengharap
Mengharap indah hidup bahagia
Kisah dahulu dilupa hendak
Ku semai janji pohon setia
Salah berlalu berulang tidak
RINDU ITU
Berbisik pada angin…
Bercerita pada bintang….
Berbicara pada rembulan..
Berlagu pada sang ombak…
Tenang tanpa bicara
Bergerak bersama jiwa
Berpandangan tanpa bersua…
Berbisik tanpa suara..
Bercantumlah jiwa jiwa
Dua menjadi satu
Kerna rindu…
Lama tidak bersama
Lama tidak bersuara
Lama tidak beromantika
Mendera jiwa!
HATI YANG TERKILAN
Mengalir air mata di pipi
Bukan menagih simpati
Cuma sebuah luahan
Hati yang amat terkilan……….
Dibawah terik mentari
Aku sendiri memikirkan diri ini
Mencari hala tuju yang tak pasti
Aku sayu diperlakukan begini….
Apakah ini mimpi….
Dikelilingi mimpi berduri
Apakah hikmah yang tersembunyi
Disebalik kejadian ini??????
KASIH
Kasihku…
Sirna aku dalam cintamu,
Tenggelam aku dalam kasihmu,
Rebah aku dalam sayangmu,
Terlena aku dalam hangatnya bisikmu…..
Kasihku,
Larut aku dalam percikan rindumu,
Lebur aku dalam panahan matamu,
Terbuai aku dalam mimpi-mimpi indahmu,
Terkesima aku dengan untaian indah kata cintamu….
Kasihku..
Kau insan yang kurindui,
Kau jualah yang ku kasihi,
Kau yang ku sayangi,
Engkaulah penakluk hati ini!
Hehe thts all:)Ya Allah kuatkanlah dan tabahkanlah hati hamba dlm mengharungi segala ujian dariMU yg bakal akn dtg lagi...Amin:)
Filah@Nara
Jumaat, 8 Julai 2011
Things to Be Thankful For...
I have a job... Believe it or not, having a job is a great thing. To be able to work to support yourself and your family brings a lot of dignity and pride to many people... People out of work would do anything sometimes to have a job. regardless of your job status, there is probably someone, somewhere in the world that envies your job and wishes they had it as good as you. My job doesn't pay much, but it's casual and flexible and pays enough. That's really all I need and I am grateful for that...Alhamdulillah:)
I have a Supportive Family. Having a family that you can talk to is something many people only dream of. My family respects me as an individual, and I am grateful for their support. I am able to go with them on holidays, and we have fun at birthdays and other outings. Having a good relationship with the people that brought you into the world and raised you is such a gift. If at all possible, learn to talk to your parents and smooth over the past. If you are lucky enough for them to be in good health, and you know how to contact them, do it today. Family is too precious a thing to lose.Thank GOD...
I have a Partner who adores me. It is so wonderful to find someone that you can relate to on a personal level. It can be hard sometimes, but opening up to another person is one of the most rewarding things you can ever do. Without my partner's support , I would be much less stable as a person. I am so grateful for his companionship, and would wish the same for anyone. Each day is a blessing.
Lastly, I am thankful for patience. I am still trying to learn to be more patient. I am hopeful for my future, and the good things to come...
Nara
I have a Supportive Family. Having a family that you can talk to is something many people only dream of. My family respects me as an individual, and I am grateful for their support. I am able to go with them on holidays, and we have fun at birthdays and other outings. Having a good relationship with the people that brought you into the world and raised you is such a gift. If at all possible, learn to talk to your parents and smooth over the past. If you are lucky enough for them to be in good health, and you know how to contact them, do it today. Family is too precious a thing to lose.Thank GOD...
I have a Partner who adores me. It is so wonderful to find someone that you can relate to on a personal level. It can be hard sometimes, but opening up to another person is one of the most rewarding things you can ever do. Without my partner's support , I would be much less stable as a person. I am so grateful for his companionship, and would wish the same for anyone. Each day is a blessing.
Lastly, I am thankful for patience. I am still trying to learn to be more patient. I am hopeful for my future, and the good things to come...
Nara
Ahad, 3 Julai 2011
Luahan hati :)
I do love you, Muhd Nur Hafiz Bin Hj Zaini..or King Hafiz:)I never thought that
I would fall in love with you...Thanks for everything:)You are my new beginning,
you're the door to life beyond,you're all that I could ever want
or ever need to carry on..You're the future I have dreamed of,
with you, there is no looking back...:)
Kau lukis hidupku...
Kau hiasi hatiku...
Kau sambut cintaku..tulus ikhlas..suci hatimu kasih..
Kaulah segalanya yg menyinari hidupku kasih..
Hanya satunya yg ku cintai...
Tuhan bila ku masih diberi kesempatan,izinkan aku utk terus menyintainya..namun bila waktu telah habis utk bersamanya...biarkan cinta ini kekal abadi di dalam hatinya agar aku akan akn dpt melihatnya bahagia:)
Andai aku dpt putar waktu dulu...mungkin aku akan mencarimu sehingga aku menemuimu dan menjdi sahabatmu dan berjanji akn akan jatuh cinta kpdmu...namun akhirnya aku tetap menemuimu sayang...walau lama menunggu...Tuhan telah menciptakan cinta utk kita:)
Before you came into my life,I've had many disappointments and regrets,So many memories I've wanted to forget...
But now, the perfect man for me has changed my life and made me see,
my heart is still able to feel the joy that comes when love is real...I never thought I'd fall in love again....Thanks for everything...
Ya Allah jadikanlah dia dan ciptakanlah dia sebagai yg terakhir bertakhta di hati ini:)
I love you KH26:)
Filah@Nara
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